Does hunger makes someone sad ? Or is it just that I'm helping myself to find some excuses ?
I'm really lost .
I wouldn't dare to do anything now . Is this a better way ?
Stop doing everything that I always did last time .
I need time , to change myself .
Though the pain in unbearable , but I'd never give up ..
Cause it just seem so important to me that I couldn't lose ..
I'd try all my best to have it with me ..
