Oh , damn .

I don't wanna know anything .
I don't wanna see anything .
I don't wanna hear anything .
I don't wanna care about anything .
I don't wanna watch those things happening .

I just want to stop having that feeling .
I just want to feel safe and secured .
I just want to stop knowing all those things .
I just want to stop being jealous .

I'm sad .
I'm depressed .
I'm unhappy .
I'm anti-social .
I'm dumb .
I'm stupid .
I'm jealous .

Damn , I should try to stop caring about those things anymore ..